hi nice freinds,for the past few wks iv been feeling(normal)then today on waking the dreaded panic+anxiety is back,with untold awfull symptoms,why? i cant even say im stressed about anything so whats going on?i feel scared+ alone im weary of it all,my hearts beating eratic,missed beats thumping in my chest, and feel im about to have a heart attack, i have a real fear of my heart and its making me feel worse,iv got the shakes and finding it hard to concentrate, i should be used to all this having suffered almost 30yrs from them, but i seem to loose control each time they return and why do thet creep up on me as they do for no reasoni feel im a coward for not being able to cope today, its controling me instead of the other way around im sorry to moan but i yust need someone to talk to who knows what the fear is like.im not going crazy am i?.