hi people i think i am going mad again !!!!
i have finally managed to get myself a job in my own line of work after 2 years , but its in the evening, and all day i am hanging around the house on my own , i dont want to do much incase i use my energy for the evening.
i hate being around lots of other people for any longer than a couple of hours it starts to drain me i dont like anyone at the minute everyone annoys me and i am always angry .
i cant live the rest of my life like this but i know i will never be the sociable type i never have been , also started getting that odd scared feeling for no reason what soever its like i am on the edge of a full blown attack , i have no other physical symptons when i get the scared feeling , what the hells going on i am going down the slipery slope again and want to end it:-( please help