Hello All
Im new on this forum, so glad i found it.
I am 27yrs old and a single parent.
I really dont know what to do, my mental health was fine until my grandmother whom i was very close to passed away and then the next year i tried to help a lady who had collapsed in a toilet who died of a brain haemorrage she was 29yrs old and a single parent to a 5yrs old. since then i have begun to go downhill.
Im scared and feel so alone at the moment, i work part time at a job i love, my daughter is amazing only 4, but at times i think i have a brain tumour too and that im going to die, then i have thoughts about death, not committing suicide nothing like that but i am soo afraid of death..im petrified and sometimes i get myself in such a state i cry and get upset and cant sleep, i really should of seeked councilling when these traumatic things happened.
another thing im going through at the moment is panic attacks and i keep having horrible thoughts in my head i wouldnt act on them but there really freaking me out. Its strange because i have a couple of months were im fine but then i get the odd panic attack but then everything comes on soo strong im just soo scared really dont know what to do.
Any advice??? any cure??? im soo desperate i really am what should i do..
Thanks for reading, arline