I've been on Citalopram for almost 4 weeks now and I don't feel any different. Infact in some regards, I feel worse. I now have even less motivation than I did before I went on them and I don't feel as strong emotionally as I did before going on them. I dunno if that had to do with me having such a tight grip on everything before going on them.
The thing I don't understand is this though. Years ago I was suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and was prescribed Citalopram and they worked wonders for me. This time however I wasn't really suffering from depression in the medical sense. My life is in a huge mess so I have what I would call "circumstantial depression" and theres no amount of medication in the world that would make me feel cheery about things right now. I accept that. The thing that eventually motivated me to go on Citalopram wasn't my mood, it was the fact that I was mentally exhausted from worrying all the time.
I suppose my question is. Is it possible that I'm on the wrong medication, even though it helped me last time? After 4 weeks of being on the medication, I thought I would have felt some sort of improvement. Theres none though, I'm still as anxious as ever and I need a blowtorch to get me out of bed in the morning, because I can't face the day.