The new year is approaching fast and its making me reflect/dwell a little more than I would like.
I have had an inner ear disorder since February and it has made me feel terrible. I never had HA until this happened. I woke up with vertigo and lightheadedness. After 3 months of testing they determined it was labyrinthitis and I just have to do balance exercises until it goes away.
I was doing better, but in October I had another dizzy episode. Ever since then I have had a lot of abdominal pain and pain in my legs. I don't get as panicky as I used to, but I am really starting to get worried about the abdominal pain. I had an abdominal ultrasound in April, but that was before I was experiencing the pain.
My sister had gallbladder attacks a lot I had to get hers removed 5 years ago. Often after eating I experience some of the same symptoms as she did (pain in back, sharp pain on right side under rib cage). So that's what I am worried about.
Anyways, I always seem to know someone that has some sort of issue. I know someone who died of a brain tumor, my sister died after an organ transplant, my friend got a horrible cold and ended up having to get a pacemaker after the cold attacked his heart, etc, etc. These things are making my HA worse, not better. These things have all happened in the past 2-3 years.
I just want to ring in the new year and have a healthier year. I want to have a day where I am not dizzy, don't feel any weird pain and can exercise without worry. I am tired of going to the doctor. I still have to do balance exercises and I can't even run or ride a bike. I don't even do 25% of the things I used to anymore.
Sorry for the rant. I am not even sick of the panicking anymore, because it doesn't happen much, its the constant dull pain and feeling like crap that I just don't want to deal with anymore.I feel like I am not even the same person anymore. I hope someone can relate.
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