Originally Posted by
wiskersonkittens
Hello, everyone! I haven't posted on here in quite sometime. I am having a rather unusual symptom and it is getting to the point I am afraid to go anywhere due to fear. For what seemed like a couple months or more, I have not had any problem with my heart. It was a nice change to my usual anxious self. Back in early December I was informed my grandfather was dying and immediately it set me on a course of starting the grieving process. After I went to see him, I felt a bit resolved. I can't remember if I had any panic attacks per se at that point, but as soon as I heard of Brittany Murphy dying of cardiac arrest, I hit panic mode (my guess was it was just too much information at once). I started getting real short of breath and it would happen all the time. Then, one day I was driving to the store (I remember already feeling anxious about going) in my chest I felt a pound in the lower part of my heart, a sudden rush to my head, and a feeling like I was going to pass out. I made it home ok, but it took me a long time to calm down from that. I have experienced more of the shortness of breath, light headedness, and the occasional thump and strange feeling in my head again. It does only seem to happen when I am anxious, but it has happened out in public and I am scared I am going to keel over of cardiac arrest like she did. I keep trying to tell myself it could just be emotional stress coming from several avenues. The impending death of my grandfather (which, he is now back in his room at assisted living and seems to be doing fine -- good, but I am tired of the emotional yo yo) brings up the death of my grandmother that I haven't fully gotten over, mixed in with other things. Plus it is that time of month for me, and last week I had insomnia. I am hoping all these things are factors in this strange and scary symptom I am experiencing. Prior to all this, I was fine. Since my grandmother died back in March of 2008 I have been to the doctor several times, had a few EKGs, tons of blood work and so forth and everything was perfect. Could I suddenly, in the last couple of weeks developed a dangerous heart condition?? My last blood work was done in August and it was perfect, and my last EKG was perfomred in July. I keep trying to reassure myself that the possibility is extremely low, but there's always that "what if" factor. Anyone else experience such strong -- ecotpics? I really am afraid to go anywhere in fear it will happen again. I would really appreciate some in put. I am terrified (which I know isn't helping my situation). Thank you! Wiskers ~