Hi,
Yes I feel like you do a lot of the time, I know it upsets my hubby and I dont think I want to die I just want the pain in my head to stop. The only thing that stops me is my family to, I love my son and hubby so much, they both have versions of autism and I cant be that selfish. I have in my youth tried to hang myself, and last year had all the tablets lined up but didnt/couldnt. I have talked to Drs about this and am now having CBT. I wrote a post about not just celebrating New Year, its such a long time, so I've decided to celebrate each month and make a resolution each month. This month is to eat a piece of fruit a day, so Happy January. one day at a time and we'll get there.
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