Went across to mother in laws tonight with hubby and I set the table. Just as we were about to eat she said 'I have fish knives for a reason, as my silver cutlery gets tarnished with fish and then it is me who has to clean it! she was holding a fork in the air in my direction and I snatched it out of her hand and quickly collected all of the cutlery and then slammed it in her cutlery draw and set the table with her fish knives and forks. There was a deathly hush and I started to eat so they followed but you could have cut the atmosphere with a knife....better use a fish one . Seriously though, anxiety buddies I would never have behaved like that before my recovery from panic anxiety. I Feel a lot better, but seem to have a much lower tolerence for rudeness or criticism. I feel bad now though. Anyone else feel their personality has changed since their recovery? I think deep down that one of the reasons that I became so ill was because I internalised my feelings too much, but I am struggling with the new me.
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