Fear of death

[Nev]

hiii, I really like what you said about the secret. Your words made me feel so understood and a little less lonely here at 3:43am . this fear won't let me sleep. and I totally feel you, I wish I could have my old brain back...

[darlene85]

I don't know why I am still so afraid of death even now when it's so close to me and I can only choose to become disabled from inevitable stroke or die and death is a better option. I've been suffering so much since childhood and my life was 98% pain and trauma and it became so much worse in the last decade. I should feel free but I still want to live, just not this horrible life. But this life is the only option for me.