As far as I can remember I've always been scared in the back of my head. As self centered as this sounds, I'm only uptight about my fears such as being humiliated in class by having an anxiety attack and having to leave the room to pull myself together. I believe as I've gotten older that I have become so self conscious about my anxiey. My "issues" have warped the way I live and think and at the worst possible age, 16, when I'm supposed to at least put on a front that I know what I'm doing. Every morning when I wake up to go to school, my mind strikes into panic mode and I can only think of what the day will bring. My mind won't stop. I feel like I have two brains, the one I've been given and overtime the other brain, my dominant one, my Anxiety. It's linked into so many other self esteem problems that I don't really like to make new friends because I feel like a fake and too self centered to love someone else. Does anyone have the same story out there?