Hi,
I realise that this question is a bit like "how long is a piece of string?", but I'm getting concerned that, after twelve weeks of counselling for anxiety attacks, I'm not seeing any obvious improvements.
As I wrote in my initial posting in the "Introduce Yourself" section of this forum:
I'm sure that I read somewhere that therapy ought to produce some positive results within six sessions. Although the counselling has helped me to identify some long-term issues, I don't feel that it has yet given me any keys to recovery. Either that, or the keys are there but I'm refusing to grasp them -- a possibility which I'm willing to accept but which feels dispiriting.I've been attending weekly counselling sessions for the last three months, but I haven't noticed any improvement -- indeed, my anxiety seems more pronounced now than it was when I started. I trust the counsellor and she seems to be doing the right things, but the sessions don't seem to be getting through to the problem. I'm starting to wonder whether I'm somehow blocking my own progress.
I may have complicated matters by going on to medication in the middle of the counselling. My counsellor had previously advised against this approach, but I felt that I had no alternative when I hit a serious low just after Christmas:
I'm now unsure whether to persevere with the counselling (not least because it's costing me money for each session). I've been tending to regard it as a "lifeline" that I'd be foolish to discard, but I wonder on the other hand whether this attitude is unhelpful in itself.In desperation at the New Year, I visited my GP who suggested starting me on Citalopram (20mg per day). I've been taking that for two weeks now and getting side-effects (tiredness, headaches, nausea) but no clear signs of improvement yet (hopefully soon!).
I'd be very grateful for any thoughts that anyone can offer to help me make a decision on this.
Many thanks.