Aswell as the 45mg of mirtazipine I take (for 7 weeks now), I have been put on Buspirone. I totally lost it today after it had been building up since last Friday night. Got to the point where I don't want to die, but I don't want to live like this either. I have 2 beautiful girls and a wonderful husband and I am unable to enjoy them. Life is rock bottom and I am struggling big time. My doc has made me another appointment for Thurs morning and he is going to think about what else can be done. What else can be done?