Hi just posting to introduce myself. Am a fellow sufferer of panic attacks and generalised anxiety. Have suffered on and off since 1985 - have had CBT coupled with meds and generally managed it reasonably well with the knowledge I have gained and recognising signs. Have a very stressful job and just before Christmas had a period of great stress at work and didnt really see it coming! Went away on holiday for Christmas and bang it hit me - big panic attacks which in hindsight I could have seen coming but didnt. As a result I wasnt really prepared and these have now escalated. I have been off work for nearly two weeks and during that time have felt really crap with the panic and the consequent effect it has on your body - feeling tired, depersonalised etc. Decided to try and find some support online as its the holidays so here I am! Has helped me incredibly reading all the postings so hope that I can be supportive to other members too. I wont give in to this no matter what.