Just got out of bed because I am crying. I feel so sad. Was hoping somebody might have cheered me up but i guess u r all in bed, where I should be but I can't sleep. I feel completely worthless. my husband is a hardworking decent person but he makes me feel like i am nothing, i don't think he means to do it.He is such a hard person. Everything is black and white, no grey areas. i need a protector. and he can't be that. I am so confused i don't know what to do with myself. Ill sleep on the settee again tonight because ill just toss n turn upstairs.Hopefully i will feel better in 7 hrs.~lIFE wud be so much easier if nobody else was involved.I wish nothing bothered me.