Thank you for the responses.
I am from the planet Earth. I have been diagnosed with "clinical depression" amongst other "illnesses".
Crying in bed for two months is tough...Yes, I have been through such phases.
I used to be on meds. They worked on me for a while. I used to like them. I was too scared to face my strong feelings. Shit happens in life. I was too scared to face the shit, and to face the mess the shit created in me.
All drugs are the same. They work for a while, then they stop. Then what to do? Take something else? Up the dose? Combinations? Excercise? Change in diet? Therapy? I have tried these options as well. They may be worth trying but all are empty avenues without meditation.
Taking meds numbs you. It masks the actual problems you have. Now I am off of them, I am cleaning up the mess. All the supressed feelings of the past have to be dealt with. The longer you leave them, the deeper they will affect you. Isnt that common sense?
Depression is different to diabetes or organ transplants for the ultra obvious reasons which I will no get into here. (Common sense right?)
Prozac is way way way more complicated. It will complicate things further.
I am not trying to frighten anyone here. I am not judging anyone either.
It is a blessing to have emotions, to have feelings rather than be numb. Yes, I have cried and cried not being able to leave the house for months. It is okay to do that. There is nothing wrong with crying. It is cleansing. It balances you hormonally. You probably needed it. The important part is NOT TO IDENTIFY YOURSELF WITH YOUR SADNESS.
No, I am not a Scientologist...
I am encouraging people to question authority, and be responsible for your own well being. It is the ONLY way. There is help if you ask for it. But it is up to you to distinguish if it is the right kind of help or not. Remember, as a grown adult, you, and only you are responsible for your own health. Ignorance is not an excuse.
I personally made the choice to say yes to sadness and happiness no matter how severe either one is. The human being is neither. We have it in us to transcend all these things naturally. That is MEDITATION. The experiencing of the "witness consciousness" is the only real help with no negative side effect.
BE BRAVE
Good luck to you all.
Peace