Hi everyone who is reading this post. Im always thinking and always associating everything on my body, in my body, pain, lumps with an illness. I am just sooo want to be better! How does everyone handle this like really? When things get good I think ok, when are things going to get bad or things are going to get bad for me now that something is good. I'm always in fear of somehting all the time. How does everyone get through this?