this fear really does change your life around.
past few days havnt bin the greatest for me.
i have not bin eating or sleeping,
now then thing is when i dont eat, i feel sick because im hungry, so then i dont sleep because im scared.
it's like a cycle, i have ate abit more today but im even more scared now, incase i am sick, i'll be sick alot :(
i havnt had alot of energy today, and i could really use the support.
now seeying as it is the holidays from school, i havnt bin near ANYONE apart from my boyfriend who i know hasnt bin ill.
so i dont see why i should be sick.
and seeying as there are people on here older than me, that have STILL got emetophobia, from being little, it looks like i have a long way to go :(