Dear Harli I do hope you get the right support with the decision you have to make. My baby was conceived via IVF and I was told told that I could have my baby any way I wanted if that meant a C section I could have that too. I really dont think that they can refuse you especially as you have been considering a termination because your fear is so strong. I wouldn't wait for the phone call as obstreticians/gynaecologists are notorious to track down. Find out who he/shes secretary is and arrange an appointment via her. Best of luck