Hi all I haven't been around for a long time i haven't been connected to the net for over a year and so much has changed for me since then.
Some of you may remember me for those that don't ..i have been suffering with anxiety and panic attacks for a very long time but came to a head 4 years ago. I was put on medication cipralex and propanonol this helped me along side this site which has been a great support to me when nobody else was.
For a long time i knew i wasn't happy in my 12 year relationship he didn't support me or my son so i decided to go back to work and do it myself this was 8 months ago. Whilst in work i was still taking medication but felt i was getting stronger and more independent. Now was the time to get rid of the things that were making me so unhappy so my 12 year relationship came to an end and slowly i came off my medication which i no longer take (apart from the odd propanonol when i feel anxious which isn't very often).
I've had a few upsets along the way my mum is a horrid person (sorry to offend anyone)and she hasn't helped with the things she does a very long story but lets say i have no contact with her anymore.
There have deffo been some times when i could have done with the support of this site over the last year and recently too.
Since parting with my sons dad I have done so many things that i haven't done in many years. I went to reading festival last year which was GREAT saw feeder in cardiff and went to newkey for a long weekend things which i haven't done for many years.
I think being happy in my life has certainly helped me in my road to overcomming anxiety and panic.
There is no denying that this site was one of the best things that i foung during my darkest time and i thank all of you for that. I will keep in touch and visit the chat room as always.
Love Tara x