Well as if by magic I've just got two more outright rejections, including the job I spent 12 hours applying for. This has sent me right back to where I was before I started on the citalopram. I've been crying for the last hour. I totally lost it when the last email came through and started yelling and throwing things and knocking things off the tables . Now I'm embarrased because the neighbours will have heard. I feel like I just can't take it any more. Right at this moment I don't feel like life has anything good to offer me. I'm back in the dark place. I just feel like you never get anything back for your efforts, so what's the point? What's the point in anything?