Hello everyone,
I have been trying really hard recently to get back on track after a set-back over xmas. I was doing really well. I am having a really rough day today however. Its the first day of my period and I am particulary down, on top of this my husband said he wanted to split up at the weekend and then took back what he said after he thought about it. Now and again he goes into moods, says all sorts of horrible things only to say sorry 5 mins later. Saying sorry doesn't help me though - I am left reeling and upset over his comments. My daughter has been off school today as she is unwell. I took her to the shop for some fresh air (also for my benefit) - but ended up in a right panic. When I am on a period, its always 10 times worse. I'd like to know if those who have recovered ever suffered panic at the time of their period and if so, do they have periods now without any problems? Sometimes I wonder if its me or the periods which are causing such distress. I also feel particulary tearful - I am not normally tearful. Please offer some advice - I really need it. By the way, my husband still doesn't know about my anxiety and panic. I daren't tell him now, he would definately divorce me.
Hope to hear off anyone who is reading,
Fradycat. x