Hi Everyone
having a really difficult night - I'm getting married in 10 days, I have been doing so well, after having panic attacks after the birth of my daughter 3 yrs ago. I think the stress of the wedding has brought it all back again. I was on Cipralex but I'd got down to 5 mg and then 2.5mg trying to come off really slowly. Now I've been having panic attacks or acute anxiety attacks for 5 days now and I feel myslef getting worse.
I'm really scared of what might happen even though I've beaten them before and I don't see what I can do to help myself in the next 10 days. This is the first nigth that I've been awake and I know that once I stop sleeping it's a slippery slope, as my anxiety increases.
Sorry for sounding panicked - it's because I am! In my clam afternoons I sound completely different.
I really hope I can find someone to talk to on here and not feel so alone.
Thanks for reading, i'll try to post a more cheerful reply when I get my act together!!
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