I started Hrt 5 months ago and over all I have felt soooooooo much better in myself, I've been on Citalopram for the last 12 months (20mg) a day and recently reduce that to (10mg) so things have really improved over the last year, however !!!! I have gained nearly 3 !!!!!!!! Yes 3 stone over the last 5 months AND I'M STILL GAINING so tomorrow i'm going to see my doctors and i'm giving up the HRT ? It sounds crazy I know considering Its making me better but the thought of getting any fatter absolutey horrifies me. I thought that gaining a little weight would be ok i didnt realise how upsetting I would find it, I've gone from a size 10=12 to a 16-18 and I feel disgusting, I've never been over weight not even when I was pregnant. Dont get me wrong i'm not dishing anyone who is over weight i'm just saying that i'm 44 years old, I've had two children and I've never been overweight and never thought about my weight because i've always been small, until now, and now i'm distraught over the weight gain!!! and whats more i'm willing to give up the one thing that can help me!!!!! How crazy is that.. I suffer from chronic palps without the hrt and the hot sweats make me panic which isnt good for someone like me who suffers from health anxiety ? I feel quite shocked by my response to the weight gain after years of anxiety i thought that putting weight on would be the least of my worries. How wrong was I.. BUT does that mean i'm getting better because my fear of getting fatter seems to be greater then the fear of a panic attack. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i'm confused. Help