I make plans with people, I think it all through, I have to... thinking of my escapes, where's the best place to cool down, will I be able to get a drink if I need one? Some food? Just thoughts like that, I can deal with that though but what it is that really sets me back is when plans don't happen, I build myself up to be able to go out somewhere with someone and five minutes before I get let down, most of the time it's not the other persons fault but it just makes me feel like people don't understand how much things like that affect me, how much effort it takes for me to be able to do the things I do and how me not doing it just sets me back, I just end up getting into bed which isn't good as I spend 50% of days in my bed, 10% walking on the field and the other 40% locked in my room.