15mg today. Not toooo bad! I decided to keep trying 15mg in the hopes that one day the bloody side effects will wear off and I won't feel so sick and headachy. Then again.... need to drink more water, especially in this weather. Being dehydrated is something to be avoided.
I'm due another doc's appointment tomorrow, so will say I've done 10-15mg on and off.... so still going slowly with it.
I got my work laptop out to check my pay status and even the act of logging in caused my heart to race and my palms to sweat!
Couldn't check anyway so phoned in the end. I put the phone down the first time before getting through but the second time spoke to a colleague. The nightmare for me is that I work in HR.... so I had to speak to somebody I work with about some personal issues. Arrghhh.
My worst fears didn't actually manifest. I'm due some normal salary plus SSP soon, so panic over for now.
There's still the huge issue of what's going to happen with the flat. The buyer hasn't come back with a further offer, so it might not even sell and it might even be taken off the market for the time being. It's still up in the air. I just wish I knew what was happening!!
At least we are being graced with a proper British summer and at least for the time being I'm not stuck in some sweaty office staring at a screen all day.
Small mercies!