On day 7 (sorry not 8 head not working) of 10mg of CIT now and my anxiety has dropped from the massive mind churning, body trembling state I was in. The headaches seem to be easing although I still have an upset stomach (maybe from the anxiety and bad eating as much as the tablets)
I have a check up appointment with my doctor tonight and unsure if at this early stage she will suggest increasing the doseage of my tablets at all.
I am still finding it hard to do anything new, but new little things like walking into work for the first time. Had to sit outside and chat to a friend for half an hour before I could go in. Am finding it hard still to see the sucessess rather than the challenges still to come.
I know I am doing much better than this time last week and also know I should be looking at how much better I will be feeling next week, but still stuck in the "what if I fail again" nasty mind cycle.
Any words of wisdom out there?
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