Hi all,
Not on here as often anymore, because I'm doing quite well at the moment!
Went out for a belated Valentines on Friday, felt a bit panicky, but I STAYED!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! (there was NO WAY I was giving up a gorgeous curry and a pint with my fella!!!)
I was so pleased with myself!
Yes I still have down days, especially round those times of the month! but I'm getting there.
Some of you may know my mate is terminally ill, and hasn't got long left, and that has kicked me up the backside, yes it hurts, but having spoken to my counsellor about it, she has explained that it's not depression, it's like premature grief.
Hopefully, everything is going to get completely better soon, yes I know it may come back now and again, but I'm going to handle it!!!! (hopefully anyway!!!!)
I hope all of you find your inner strength soon (but without getting a rubbish kick up the butt like I did)!
Love you all!!!!
mmmwaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
Looby
xxx
p.s. yes I've had a pint tonight - only 1 though!!!!!!!!!