Re: angry all day long
Hi Greg,
I get angry and then sad when I feel that I am not myself. I want to feel yourself and I cant, and then there is this energy that I have enough to make myself go back to normal state but its not the way it works, I only need time for recovery - excess energy turning into anger is no use in that.
This time I nearly smashed computer at the office at the first days of my set back. I had a big spread sheet to do - and if felt so annoying for me - I just wanted instantly to finish it, but it was big - and it needed time, but my aggitation and anxiety was beyond - I had to get off my desk and go for a walk dozen of times, and every time i would sit to do it, i could feel my blood boiling - and I wanted to smash the computer.
I know it was anxiety, I am not an angry person normally...
Hope you are better by now,...
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