Hi,
I suffer from emetephobia which has lead to agoraphobia because I fear of being ill in public. I've managed to overcome the worst and had a job and was fairly settled. Last month I was made redundant so was forced to go for interviews. I managed most of them but they were very difficult for me and set my anixety level on high.
I was lucky enough to find another job and yesterday was my first day. I was so nervous throughout the day that I couldn't eat anything and my anxiety level was overboard. About 3 I started feeling sick and had a huge panic attack I had to go home.
Now I feel awful. I don't feel like I can go in again and depression is setting in. I can't stop crying and I just feel like I'm drowning.
My partner doesn't understand and he's worried I'm going to lose my job.
What can I do?