I went to the doctors this morning because I wanted some piece of mind about Lymph nodes.

I have had a lymph node on my neck for 15 years, ever since i was 5.
I got checked out when i was younger and my old doctor said it was fine so naturally, I have never been worried about that gland. Its just there.

Lately I have become paranoid about lymphoma and cancers and was feeling for nodes in my neck. i noticed i could feel some and panicked so went to my new doctor. He felt all around my neck and didnt seem concerned. The only one he was looking at more was the one i have had forever - which hasn't changed one bit.
He isn't a very sympathetic doctor and just said i should get a blood test done as I was meant to go for one the other week at my own request (i chickened out!)

He didn't seem worried but didnt give me any piece of mind. He just started going on about panic and how i need to "help myself and quit panic attacks."
He made me feel worse and i am now convinced my bloods are going to come back saying i have cancer.

i'm so scared.=(