Hi New to the board
I have suffered from Depression and Anxiety on/off for 4 years since my first pregnancey was put on prozac after the birth of my son and was on them for a year - got better but then my mother was diagnsed with cancer and then died Jan 2003 and then had a miscarraige on Dec 2003 - Since then the Anxiety and Depression has come back really badley - I am having CBT and my last session is next week but it does not seem to be working - I have had various symtoms Headaches,TMJ,Dizziness,Blurred Vison,very bad indegstion and heartburn, IBS, but the worst thing for me is the sheer exaustion and lack of energy - I have trouble getting out of bed and going to work, play with my son needs a great deal of effort from me and I seem to be doing it less and asking my husband to as I have not got the energy to get of the chair - I always think I have a terminal illness and my son will not have a mother - I lost my father to cancer when I was 16years old and then my mother died last year to caner - I miss them so much and am desperate that my son does not go through the hurt of losing someone at a young age. I just want to feel normal just one day were I wake up in the morning and feel ok and look forward to the day ahead and enjoy the little things in life - at the moment I feel that I am not living just existing.
Is the feeling exausted all the time a normal feeling and part of anxiety??
I am 37 years old.