So this weekend I'm in London with my boyfriend and once again my emetophobia has reared it's ugly head! Obviously, I battle with it everyday but for some reason whenever I am away from home, particularly when I haven't eaten a lot it gets worse and makes me feel ill.
Last night I woke up feeling a bit sick and was already in mid panic attack! I was hungry at the same time, which was confusing and I was convinced I was going to be sick! - i wasn't!
Now I am terrified incase I feel sick again and am too scared to eat!
I hate this phobia- if i was home I wouldn't have felt bad and that in it self is beginning to make me not want to leave the house!
It's just annoying - you cab guarrentee that if there is a situation where I am scared my phobia will show up - it Shows up with a vengence
Does anyone elses phobia get worse away from home? Xxx