i hope this is in right place

[lildutt]

i got appointment for a counselling session which is on thursday the 13th of april
hope all goes well
im starting to get scared about it aswell
the feeling of my passed being bought back up and whats happened

[Southern_Belle]

Bell,

You are a survivor, look what you have already been through! You need this counseling. I know you are scared and it will be extremely tough to talk about the past but once you do it will not haunt you like it has. This cutting has got to stop. You are such a good person and a wonderful mother and deserve so much happiness. I do hope this will help you and you can be happy with your family.

Bel

[lildutt]

thanks belle and i have tried to stop the cutting and i have succeed now for a while
bellx

[shy]

lilbell,Im sorry to here what you have gone through. Im glad you have gone to see a councellor I had my first appointment yesterday am so glad i went it wasnt as scarey as i thought. I hope you start to recover and start to be happy. Your lucky to have a bf and a little boy to look after you as well and you shouldnt feel frightend of speaking about wot happened to your bf he loves you and am sure he could be supportive.

Let us know ur progress.....

Tc kim

[lildutt]

hi kim
i went for my first appoinment yesterday to it was the intro but it went well nothing to be scared of
ive got to wait 6-8 weeks now cus im on there waiting list
but it should do me some good
but however i felt a bit down last night
but i feel better then i did this morning

[Antipodes]

lilbell,

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and supporting you all the way from down under New Zealand.

I hope you are finding relief from the "undesirable behaviours". I can promise you relief is at hand and very achievable. I sincerely hope you are finding life easier now that you have the support from your NMP peers and the wealth of information availabble here too.

May your counsellor be an informed and switch on professional that can help or facilitate in getting your anxiety well and truly settled. I porpmise you it is possible - I have been through the wringer and suffered the consequences - but have emerged a stronger and better person.

I care.

Antipodes

[lildutt]

thanks antipodes

[lildutt]

hi sorry i havent posted in a while i still waiting for another appointment but i have had a lot of days where im constant down and want to sleep all the time
but im starting to pull myself out of these days some times it works other times it doesnt

[Coni]

Hi lilbell,

good to see you posting again and glad youre hanging on in there. Hopefully your appointment wont be too much longer and in the meantime youre doing just great taking each day as it comes.

take care

Coni X

[lildutt]

thanks coni
bellxx