sorry but i will be filling the board posts up a lot today now I know what it is I suffer from it has opened a whole new can of worms inside me - before I just used to try to ignore the derealisation and work off the anxiety and outlast the panic but now I learn more and more every day about my condition this is the only place I can explore how I feel - the sunglasses are off now and I am having to face up to the truth about myself and my condition - to try not to damage myself further on the bad days and to try to make headway on the good days (god i hope i get some good days) so apologies for filling the boards up today