3 days at malvern spa! agoraphobic!!

[paula lynne]

Thanks Hazel B, as always xxx

[ladybird64]

Ange splutters in disbelief..

Saplings? Young men? Steam?

You're even thinking about it? Get your arsium there woman!!

You said you're feeling scared/excited/panicked. Let's drop the last one out of the equation..in fact the first one too. What does that leave you with? Excited.

In fact I shall allow you to be nervously excited cos that's normal for us.

It is going to be great, I just know it. And I'm jealous as hell.

Go for it missus

[paula lynne]

Aww Ang...xxx can YOU impersonate me?? managed to get a pic on my profile yest...God I feel so ungrateful. She always has the best of intentions, I suspect she booked this ages ago, but only just told me. It still doesnt help...feel like I have no choice in the matter...how can I say no? cornered like an animal...x bloody amygdala...most people would be grateful for having an extra bit of brain!! hahah xxx

[Hazel B]

Love the photo, just as lovely as I imagined!

It shows what a wonderful friend you are that someone would do this for you, it's a testament to being a great person.

The anxiety is trying to take over your mind, we're all with you and hoping you can do it.

You have my full support regardless of what happens.

[Hazel B]

P.S. I am not able to impersonate you as I have brown curly hair!!

[calm]

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAULA...THAT SOUNDS SO WONDERFUL....HOW I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO JUST GET AWAY....AND TRY AND SWITCH OFF...AND RELAX AND BE PAMPERED!

my love....you are with friends....they will look after you xxxxxx we will be all with you and sending you such lovely vibes xxxxxx

[paula lynne]

aaawww stop it now....BAWLING MY EYES OUT WITH ALL THIS BLOODY POSITIVITY AND NICE COMMENTS!! stop it now,,,......................no....I mean...thanks...Ive stuggled for ten years, and now suddenly...YOU GET ME...the relief is overpowering....let the tears flow then...BRING IT ON X IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ALL SOB SOB SMILE SMILE SOB SOB SMILE SMILE XXXXX

[suzy-sue]

Actually, come to think of it, if she wants to be spanked with saplings by a 19 year old swedish guy, while Im in my room doing my paper bag, whats the harm? xx Haahahah, making light of it...I guess laughter doesnt hurt!! xxxx

Hold that thought Paula ...I m not sure about the spanking and Saplings but the rest sounds pretty good to me.Wot sort of place is it again ???? Yes and laughter is a great distraction ,it helps to be able to see the funny side, and learn how to laugh at ourselves too .Youre gonna be just fine ,,you,ll see Sue x.

[paula lynne]

HAHAHA just laughed out LOUD at your little miss whiplass, thats happening a lot now, me laughing...hubby must be wondering whats going on!! Check it out on the web/.........MALVERN SPA...and bless her, I think shes booked EVERYTHING..not sure if I be up for the hot steam thing, Im hot enough...bloody flushes...Thanks love xxx miss whiplash even...WHERE are my glasses xxx

[Tessie28]

Paula Lynne,
now I am getting seriously jealous here - it is the birch twigs doing it!!!!
You go, she must be a good friend. Meanwhile try not to think about it too much - I know that sounds silly.