Hi all,
Well if any of you spoke to me last night you will know that my mum rang me to meet up [:O][Wow!] (if you haven't spoke to me before.. this is the story... mum disowned me when i was 16 years old all because i told her that i was gay...im now 21 years old and haven't seen or spoke to her since then...so you could imagine how excited i was to finaly get to see my mummy!)
Well its bad news...she only met up with me to tell me to stop sending her letters to her work and not to bother getting in contact again as in her eyes her daughter is dead and not sat infront of her! :( that hurt alot i can tell you. I didnt just sit there and take it all i told her everything that has happend to me since i was 16 years old the rapes, losing my baby everything...how i was feeling and that i really needed my mum to give me cuddles and except me back into her life...did i get the cuddles NO! so now i have no mum and its killing me so much all i have done is cry...i even was crying infront of her and she did nothing. I just dont know what to do any more
Well thought i'd let you all know
Love ya all
Kym
xux