hi all just a quick update on what is going on!!!!!
i have decided to stay right where i am. i have met a woman that i have fallen in love with madly and there is no way on this earth that i am ever going to leave her.
yes i still am panicing but since i have been her with her its only been the odd few and thank god not too many. phew...............
she suffers with panic too so i think we do help each other out there and it just feels so wonderful and great at the mo we are so much alike and we enjoy each others company alot. its like we were made for each other. this is the happiest i have been for a very long time. and isnt it weird that it can be with someone just like you. (in a good way though)
well just hope my panic stays away for a little bit longer and my fingers are crossed that they do.
be safe and look after each other.