hi all,wish i knew what is going on!i feel sooo down.I have been doing soo well too.i wanted totellyou all how i stood my ground on friday evening when i wanted to run,i felt trapped.But i didn't i stayed and after 10 ns loved everyminute of it.So why since saturday at exactly 5.30 have i felt rotten??I went cold inside and my arms started to ache[i have felt this before]since then it has got worse.i feel paranoid and lost.sorry for bring so negative,it's just that i thought iwas getting better and now i feel i'm always gunna be 'punished'for making strides???like subconcious self punishment ,does that make sense???thanks for being there all of you.love mary-rose.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
we are all in the same boat and can guide each other ashore