Re: catastrophizing
Hi
As you have quite rightly stated living with health anxiety and then moving to recovery is all about learning to live with an element of uncertainty in our lives.
I think for many people, and as was the case for me, health anxiety seems to strike out of the blue and is often after we have had a health scare, seen a family member or friend with an illness or some other such stressor.
It is only really when we actually sit down and look back over our lives up to this point that we are somewhat shocked to discover that we have applied faulty thinking patterns to many aspects of our lives and the health worry is often an extension of this.
What really drags us down with health anxiety is our learned responses and habits that we may have adopted over the years. When health anxiety strikes we feel that it is something that we must defeat, it is a problem that is getting in the way of our lives and we need to eradicate it ASAP...it is at this point where we start to chuck at it all those problem solving 'skills' and techiniques that we believe have helped us out of our problems over the years and then we stand by shocked and paralysed as health anxiety refuses to budge and remain unmoved.
The trick really is to see the bigger picture and see health anxiety as a small part of our issues centered around issues such as uncertainty and control....this is a good example as to why we fear MS and MND/ALS so much as these are diseases that rob us off certainty and bodily control, the very things we crave for so much.
As you have indicated once we get into the habit of blowing problems out of proportion and over catastrophizing this swiftly becomes a long standing chronic problem and no amount of reassurance will help us...by definition reassurance appeals to our rational nature and guess what folks, we are not dealing in the rational once we get to this point!
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