I guess I have found myself here because I'm hoping for some comfort in what seems utterly ridiculous to me but I can't escape it...
From time to time I find myself terrified about the world coming to an end. Yes, the whole 2012 thing scares the living out of me... it seems ridiculous that man would predict something like this and that it's just the media getting into my head. But especially during times of high stress, I find myself terrified and some times in tears over it.
This has to be something wrong with me. I can trace back when 2000 was just around the corner and everyone was having a fit the world was going to end then.
after that, when I was a teenager, I used to have the same gripping fear about AIDS. I would cry myself to sleep at night, convinced I had contracted the disease and I was going to die.
I guess my phobia is death- but death before my time. I constantly feel like I just don't have enough time and this all stems from that...
Does anyone else feel this way or worry about this same thing? How do you reason yourself out of it? Or rather how do you deal with it?
(I'm actually partially nervous to even post this, fearing what people may say about what "is to come")