Im struggling again :=(
Hi
I havent been around for a while because i had made such good recovery with my agorophobia but the last couple of weeks i have gone downhill and i am really struggling.
A couple of weeks ago my mum was found collapsed at home and is in hospital, the first week i was ok but im finding it so hard to visit her now because when i get there the panic comes and i have to leave after 5 minutes! Mum has had a stroke and it is breaking my heart to see the effects the stroke as left her in ( shes 74 and was still working as a district nurse the day she was found collapsed at home). Since she went in hospital it just seems to have been one thing after another with her care, she had a setback this week she was in so much pain when i went to visit her, they did a scan and found clots on her lungs so are treating her with drugs for that too.
I realy want to be there for my mum, she helped me so much when i was housebound and i love her so much, its my time to be there for her now but im really struggling with the panic feelings when i get to the hospital.
Please tell me its all in my head im finding it so hard.
Andrea
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Last edited by honeybee3939; 31-10-10 at 09:57.
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