Since all this anxiety had started, I had lost about 20 pounds. I have since gained back about 14 pounds. But now I am having some trouble with my retina and have to go to the eye doctor today. The last week or so I haven't been eating as well because I get an upset stomach after I eat, either from the anxiety from my eye or else just the blurriness I get from my eye. I am now scared because I have lost a couple of pounds and I do not want to lose all that weight again. I am trying to tell myself that after I get this eye thing resolved, that my anxiety will go down some and I will be able to eat more again. I guess I am just looking for some reassurance.