I'm extremely tempted to just start posting symptoms and ask everyone if I'm sick or not... but I know how that never really gets anywhere or truly helps anxiety...
But annnnywayyyy I'm in such misery right now I have to... sorry
It feels like someone has jammed a huge needle straight into my heart and is slowly pumping it full of some kind of paralyzing agent. Chest pains, limb pains, feeling like jello, dizzy, headache, nauseous, pressure on my sternum, feels like someone is pushing down on my chest on throat, indigestion. Constant palps, especially during any time that conjures pretty much any emotion... annoyance and anger especially... I could swear a horrible cardiac arrhythmia that results in sudden death is in my near future. Like the entire electrical system of my heart is completely ****ed.
Haven't seen a doctor in the last 6 months, however I've had at least a dozen ECG's and various scans on my heart in the last 4 years.. pretty much everything except a holter monitor and stress test, all have come back fine. I'm 24 and fairly skinny, eat very well, almost all organic food. The only thing I don't do is exercise regularly because I can't exercise without fears of a heart attack... Still on my same meds I've been taking since 12th grade btw.. 50mg zoloft and 20 mg propranolol daily. Just been sitting in my room watching movies for the past 2 days... The hangover, step brothers, 500 days of summer.... desperately trying to get my mind off my symptoms.
Sorry I guess I'm posting to get this information out in the open and off my mind more than wanting to annoy people with my symptoms, sorry if I did. 10% of my brain knows I'm fine and nothing is wrong with me, the problem is convincing the other 90%.