Before i go in to my news--- does anyone know much about blood pressure ... mine seems to vary at times from being high to being low... im confused a bit...
My blood pressure is 149 sys/ 59dia
I was told this is ok... but i thought the dia 59 was too low, this is the part that tells you your heart whilst its resting yeah, well if took it at around 4.30pm in the doctors surgery- and it was 59 ... what would it be when im asleep , surley thats too low????
My Day Tomorrow
Hiya all- First step tomorrow going to see someone at mind(mental health team) i need help, and i cant carry on like this, because i do belive that if i dont have anything medically wrong- i have been on the edge of having a nervous breakdown... accomanied by post trumtic stress----really i do...i went through a very bad time last year, horrific time actually..and i think this is a result from it...i just cant belive what i have been through... the pain and heartache of the way i have felt ... its been unreal... i have found i can be hypo one min...and then extremley depressed the next... and whn i am hypo i know what is coming soi try to calm myself... ive been so bad, and i just want to cry ... i cant belive the heartache i have been going through ... the fear... the fear...
i so need a cuddle with someone, nothink sexual... (well maybe hehehe) but just someone to hold me and tell me its ok while i cry, ami sad or what...
anyway my appointment is in the morning let you know how i get on--- oh i have been given anti-depressants i was on some years ago for about 5 years actually, but they change them all the time dont they... anyway these ones are called citalopram 20mg-any one got any knowledge on them, i know i have to take some formof medication to help me to get better... as i am mentally ill...( if its that) and i just want to know a little info on it, i do know that we are all different when it comes to drugs of course.
anyway folk will let you know of my progress tomorrow
loves ya
ashxxx--- the nuttest one on here... i reakon