I have been dealing with HA for about 2 years now. My biggest fear is my heart. I have developed this fear of depression because I grew up with a mom who had it and still does and I believe she will always have it. My fear now is that for some reason I may develop depression and live a life like hers. I have 3 kids and im terrified im going to be the same kind of mom as her. I fear what if nothing in my life satisfies me and I end up depressed my whole life like her. So I wonder is there a name for a fear of depression?!?!??