Hi, well as some of you remember I had a post on here and received wonderful replies and support, it was about my husband having an affair after 25yrs. The weeks following and events.
I removed it all due to a flippant comment being passed.(which wasent on here)
Since then many people have been in touch with me and when I told them how I really felt, they asked why not rant again if it helps, so Bluebottle and I decided to share a ranting post.
After all anything which helps reduce fear, anxiety or depression has to be worth it.
So without going into too much detail, my life is still very difficult, I decided to return to work for a few hours a day , due to the fact I sit 24/7 crying and looking at everything we have built over the last 25yrs,I am trying to go out and about a bit but at the moment only really manage in the car or with somebody else.
He is still here despite everything I said i was going to do, the rows and atmosphere are horrendous.He still goes to hers as and when he wants so really this is just a glorified hotel.
i have the solicitor tomorrow and Im hoping I can move another step forward.
So thanks for reading. Anybody who wants to join OUR rant post feel free.