One thing after another eeps happening, had probably the worst xmas ever due to receiving some very sad news. My cousin in Canada his wife had an accident xmas eve and died early hours of xmas morning. They have 3 young children 4,6,and 8 who didnt get a xmas and xmas will never be the same for them again.
On top of this now i have flu and really bad chest infection, feel aweful. But its not about me not now after whats happened just feel so upset.