Re: Shall I go?
Have to agree with European and Paula, Michelle. You might get short-term relief from cancelling but in the long run it's not going to make you feel any better about anything.
I have done a lot of avoiding situations that make me panic in the past and I do understand it's a really hard thing to stop (I haven't done so fully even now ) but please go if you can - and trying to look at the positive, enjoyable aspects instead of what you fear is a really good tip. If you really can't go, then you can't but if that's the case you need IMO to think about why and how you are going to overcome this xx
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