Hi my name is Lilyanna, and im new to this site for some time now ive been wanting to stop my medication, i have been on citalopram for about 6 years now starting on 20mg and now on 10 mg for about a year, im also going through the menopause so this does not help i know but i want to have my brain back sometimes i feel like im going mad with forgetting things, maybe its the medication i dont know, i have an appointment next week to discuss this with my gp, im so scared of panics returning like they was, i still have them, and certain places i will not go on my own, but they are not as bad as they use to be, i have read a lot of self help books, claire weeks is one of them fantastic book it was my bible, and i will not go anywhere without my bachs spray remedy, has anyone done this after all these years..........