Hi, I've been struggling with things for awhile now and I kind of want it to stop. I keep on having sexual thoughts of my dad, like fantasies. It seems like I'm dulling myself to a conscious about how wrong it is. I usually don't like being too close to my dad because I get these perverted thoughts.

When I'm at school, in my room, doing anything I keep having these sexual thoughts about my dad. about me and him doing stuff. And I try to "rebuke" the thoughts in Jesus name.. and I try to think of different things .. things have been getting better but still.. it makes me feel sick

I'm also afraid of acting on these thoughts. I keep on getting these thoughts like "just have sex with your dad" or thoughts that I'm gonna act on it.. and do wrong stuff with my dad... I just miss me seeing him as my normal dad.. instead of all these thoughts clouding my judgement

Sigh

My dad never did anything sexually to me.. I dont know why I get these thoughts